Another Step Forward

Today, my baby took a big step forward. Today was his first day of preschool. He was slightly anxious about it, but me...well, I was so excited! I was told by other moms that I would be a crying mess and I really did wonder if it would maybe hit me as I dropped him off this morning. But it never did. I don't know if it's just who I am or if my perspective on motherhood has always been like this--or if it changed after Christopher--but I really see it as my job to encourage my child to become independent and and grow into a sweet little boy, and eventually a good man. I never had some idea that he would stay a baby forever. I rejoice in the growth I see in him and I was just overflowing with pride and excitement for him this morning and he left my side to explore his new surroundings.

One thing I know for sure, though: I may not cry at his first day of preschool, kindergarten or even high school. But when he leaves for college, I better buy stock in Kleenex. My boy leaving home is entirely another story!